ok...finally back to blog after my 1 week ict...
had bruises and cuts and insects bites everywhere
guess i hurt or overstrained my left wrist also
kind of feel the pain when i exert strength
happy that i had passed my ippt...with a silver wor...
10 chinup..(abit of cheating though...whahaha...)
disappointed with stand board jump which i neglected
it's been a tough week of sufferings and tortures
but i must admit i enjoyed it somehow...
having friends (new and old) for company whole day whole week
suffer together and had laughters together...
thanks j for being the one there to answer to my sms while i'm bored
this week at least there were much lesser time for me to think of her
have been trying not to think of her
not to contact her, ignore her msn presence...
maybe j is right...i haben really get over her?
i know i'm damn dumb and stupid to keep thinking of her
she's no longer part of my life
she's already in part of someone else life
she's in happiness till she won't even have memories of me
so why am i still thinking of her? haiz...
memories are called memories because they are unforgettable
they are the only happy ones i truely had in my life lately
i believe no one can forget them until they experience new ones
and it's not forgetting but replacing your state of mind with new ones
guess my sis is also not feeling so well
going the same things in relationship...
but i really dunno what i can do for her
i'm not a good brother to start with...
major changes is happening in my life
too many bad and unlucky things is happening in my life
be it to me or to people around me
i guess things really won't be the same anymore
i dunno what am i becoming
making the fullest out of everyday
right now i'm almost willing to go out any day any time
making myself tired out, enjoying pple's company
might be going out again later...movies or clarke quay maybe...
as i said, i'll just almost go for anything nowadays...
even pubbing and clubbing...
still wondering what i wish for my birthday...
planning to go to the height of 72th floor...but when?
more money to spend...
but i guess i'm not really in the mood to care...
