- 1:43 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

indulging in nice food for dinner again
Japanese meal @ Ministry of Food (Marina Sq)

yummy...

Teriyaki Bento + Seafood Toji
both eggily nice..


char siew ramen...


my sundae ice cream...


and finally...the MUST EAT...
Mango Ice with softee ice cream
it's damn nice...


This is so sinful...

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got to watch my diet my wallet and my study soon...
been neglecting all of them recently...
" p

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- 12:30 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

Just be yourself... ?

What kind of person am I really
Which is the real personality of mine

generous and selfish
happy and sad
optimistic and pessimistic
kind and devilish
quiet and noisy
sensitive and ignorant
logical and emotional
caring and neglecting
impulsive and hesitant
smart and stupid
fast and slow
proud and humble
carefree and troubled
shy and outgoing
etc and etc

why do i have ironic combination of characters in me
when can i realise the real me
Am i who i am or who i want to be?

life's not only about happiness
but everything that happened
learn to appreciate every single thing that happens
they are what made us who we are i guess
they formed up our life

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finally got my Citibank Clear Card...
guess there'll be more clubbings to come with the card's benefits...

just had nice dinner to celebrate belated birthday for jean...
birthday without cake is not a birthday right? haha...
either eaten or facial treatment...
think i've been a devil just now...haha...

having abit too much stress, frustrations and depressions
spending weekends rushing work
facing the many troubled souls around me
haven't been studying much this semester
skipping couple of lessons
hope things will go well in the end for everyone and everything

got to get back on track again

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- 12:33 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

just glued it back to one piece and keeping it safe...
anyone who found the box...be gentle on it...

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came across tiramisu flavor ice-cream mooncakes today...
Haagen Dazs is selling it in 4pc precious collection set at $99...

" P~ seems yummy...

oh...David Copper's World of Wonder in Singapore...
S$148, S$128, S$98, S$68

02 Nov 2007
Fri: 4pm & 7pm

03 Nov 2007
Sat: 3.30pm & 7pm

http://www.sistic.com.sg/cms/events/index.html?content=1108

anyone interested?

- 10:38 PM -
:: I made my mark ::

disappointments...
what's the point of a promise that served no meaning...

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郑源
爱过的人

不想听 不想说
过了明天以后
不想醒 不想做
原谅我难过

不想走 不想留
还是这个结果
不想痛 不想拖
我们曾经 犯下的错

不想永远记着你的吻
不想要这故事太完整
我付出的一切多么诚恳
还是留下伤痕

不想永远被过去牵扯
不想要这现实太残忍
不想你最后爱上了谁
不想要这过程
爱过的人

- 12:58 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

每天的等待...
等待带来的担心...
想知道的境况...
不想打扰的顾虑...
谢幕又妒忌的事实...

这一切的一切我都很在乎
不过不打扰已经是我唯一可以做到的事对吧?
这样的不打扰是到底是对还是错的呢?
我们之间难道真的只能保持这样的距离吗?

始终我的坚持还是被打败了
诱惑实在是很难抵挡

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Really appreciated friends around me who cares about how i felt
I know you might be getting tired of me... ^^
I know how i've become the kind of stupid person i use to say someone
Thanks for being around and being my company
But i think i will really still need alot more time to get through this

things just hasn't been going well for me in everything i do right now
not just for me, but things are bad for many around me too...

Relationship problem is just one of the many things i have to cope with
it's just too hard to manage so many problems at once...
when everythings just keeps pulling me down constantly
and nothing really helps to lift me up and stay in there


For friends who don't really care...PLS JUST SHUT THE F*CK UP
Stop using me as your fun topics...it's simply rubbing my wounds with salt...
different people have different level of acceptances to different jokes...

just because i kept quiet doesnt mean i don't mind
just because i don't punch you right in the face doesn't mean i don't hate what you are doing

i still respect you as my friend and wish to have the same respect from you
if you still consider me as a friend, be my company or leave me alone

don't force me into situation that i used up all my patience
punch you hard right in the face and ending our friendships

- 3:46 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

before a plane takes off
engine stoppage is still safe

but once a plane have take off
engine stoppage will cause a crash land

don't give chances to fly if you know the plane will crash
unless you are able to take the crash

knowing and ignoring the engine condition is diastrous
engine failure when condition is good is unavoidable fate

when the plane had crash landed and disintegrated
what's left is only the blackbox

waiting to be found and waiting to be decoded
hopefully one day it can be re-fitted into another new plane
and be able to continue it's journey to reach it's destination

till then, it remains missing from the world...

- 2:15 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

1 + 1 = 1
equation is still an equation even if it doesn't balance
? = 1
1 + 1 = ?
? = ?
but an equation with either side missing will not be an equation


everyone should live life for yourselves
but at the end of the day, remember one thing...
what your actions your thinkings and your achievements
is actually the result of everyone else's actions, thinkings and achievements


each of us is a vital thread in another person's tapestry
our lives are woven together for a reason

- 12:23 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

it's such a tiring night...
tough carrying such a heavy notebook and walk around...

had a nice dinner at Central's Ma Maison...
and we actually waited 45 mins to get a seat...
horrible...
luckily the food is damn good...

first we had apetitizer...


escargots that came flaming...


at first we thought it will taste raw and not nice...
but seriously it's damn damn nice...

then comes out our main dish..

Doteni hamburger...kind of jap miso sauce
got cheated to eat a piece of pork fat...


brown sauce large hamburger(250g)

both hamburger is nice...very soft...
the doteni sauce is nicer then my brown sauce..

of course it ends up with a desert...

brownie with ice-cream...


cheese cake...

brownies and ice-cream is nice...
but guess it's abit not suitable for 2 sick person..

too bad the caramel was out of stock...
it should taste nicer...

Here is the key to our bill...

to bill, just bring this heavy unique key to the counter

overall i give high rating for this restuarant...
nice ambience, nice food, nice service...
bad point...place is too small le...
smell of kitchen because it's so near and open
insufficient seats to cater more people...have to wait...

After dinner...went orchard to walk around...
but never grab anything from the supposingly late night shopping...

and it's so freaking hard to get a cab in orchard at night...

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even thought 90% of things we can control
and only 10% things are not controllable

some things are just beyond control of ours
temptations are so hard to resist...

when they come to you
somehow you will just go with it...

hate the kind of life i'm living right now...
it's so hard to go through all these alone...

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- 12:46 AM -
:: I made my mark ::