Sunday, February 24, 2008

gonna ban excessive drinking from now on...
it's the second time i drunk until memory blank out...
and waking up to realise horrible things i do...

*wonder wat horrible things i did again this time round...bad bad feeling...*

apologies to whoever involved this time...



- 10:23 PM -
:: I made my mark ::

Saturday, February 23, 2008

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L : "No matter how gifted you are, you alone can’t change the world by yourself"

J : "If you want to change the world, then change the way you look at the world"

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have you ever thought of how you would want to spend your last 23 days?

i can only think of how to spend my last day...
sitting down on a beach with my loved one...
enjoying the cool breeze and watching people playing around...
slowly resting my loved one as tiredness overwhelmed and then...

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Sweets and Sugar are the primary energy source for the brain...
so we should take more to be smarter right?



- 2:42 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

well...CNY is coming to an end soon...

winnings all came from playing newly learnt game call Texas...
losings all came from taidee, blackjack and mahjong...
overall? lucky to say it's a little on the positive side...

it seems that i've been failing almost or all the points i made in my new year resolutions...
feeling damn disappointed with myself...
really don't know how to move on like this...
how and when can i finally make the changes i want...

this year should be a year of exams, tests, challenges be it in work or study...
tough year i foresee...but i definitely must achieve something before the year ends...
in order for me to set up the path for post-grad life...
what path? not sure yet...but at least i need a foundation to build my future on...



- 12:39 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

Thursday, February 14, 2008

it's the 365th day...

looking back...
1st 30 days was so simple...
next 25 days was full of challenges...
then came the 75 days of sweetness...
summed up with 235 days of torture...

what's left now is emptiness...

guess we all grow up and changes...

what in the past is not the same as the present and will continue to change in the future...

what i want in the past is not what i want now and i have no idea what i want in future...



- 3:30 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

haiz...
Medical examination reveals high cholesterol and high uric acid...
was told to watch my diet...
eat less cholesterol food and less of red meat...
but but but...why must this happened before CNY...

hecked...ate as crazily as i should be during the CNY...
after CNY then start to watch my diet...

guess what's for lunch today...
Roasted Pig, 933 Golden Pillow (2x mutton + 1x chicken), roasted duck, roast meat, char siew...
CNY feast in office...haha...
after lunch is gambling all the way in office...

first time play casino royale...
fierce game of daringness and acting...
lose many games but one win simply covers up all the losses and give new capital to play more...
in the end won $100...
hee...



- 1:00 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

Thursday, February 07, 2008

CNY is becoming boring...

tried this typing game...try it and let me know your result? " )
69 words

free Touch typing




- 10:47 PM -
:: I made my mark ::

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Quite shocked by the lady who fainted on the train just now...

well...finally my action is moving in-sync with my mind...
went up along with few other passengers to help her up...
quite 不知所措...don't really know how to react to such situation...
*though i took and passed Life Saving certification course before in army*
eventually i was the last person left along her side...
so i offered to walk her home...

scared me...
no proper sleep, no proper meals and overworking...
reminded me of that stubborn workaholic...
pray such things will never happen to her...
wish she takes care of herself more...

well...feels good...
*1 angel point added...Bleahz~*



- 12:55 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

Monday, February 04, 2008

well...CNY is coming...

had my hair done...
did the way as suggested by my hairstylist...
never had such straight fringe before...
much tidier looking now but that means more money spent...

house room cleaning...
well...the task is not completed yet...
my room is still in the same messiness state...

realise i never got myself any casual bottom...
but heck it anyway...jeans are versatile wear...dun need so many...

guess i gonna concuss during my SQL course tml...
haha...

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- 1:11 AM -
:: I made my mark ::

LOST IDENTITY

-=| J |=-

I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.

Treasured Moments

:: being left alone
:: be with someone
:: be with everyone
:: be with anyone
:: being appreciated

Unwanted Moments

:: loneliness
:: ignored by someone
:: be bothered by anyone
:: being unappreciated

SCREAM



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CREDITS

Design (Brushing, Layout, Coding)
-=|Solistice|=-
Images (From Google & Yahoo)
This and That
Also Thanks (Some Reference)
#10 } untitledBEAUTY | V2 `-Chronicles(:
Also Thanks (Inspiration)
The Great Tommy