每天的等待...
等待带来的担心...
想知道的境况...
不想打扰的顾虑...
谢幕又妒忌的事实...
这一切的一切我都很在乎
不过不打扰已经是我唯一可以做到的事对吧?
这样的不打扰是到底是对还是错的呢?
我们之间难道真的只能保持这样的距离吗?
始终我的坚持还是被打败了
诱惑实在是很难抵挡
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Really appreciated friends around me who cares about how i felt
I know you might be getting tired of me... ^^
I know how i've become the kind of stupid person i use to say someone
Thanks for being around and being my company
But i think i will really still need alot more time to get through this
things just hasn't been going well for me in everything i do right now
not just for me, but things are bad for many around me too...
Relationship problem is just one of the many things i have to cope with
it's just too hard to manage so many problems at once...
when everythings just keeps pulling me down constantly
and nothing really helps to lift me up and stay in there
For friends who don't really care...PLS JUST SHUT THE F*CK UP
Stop using me as your fun topics...it's simply rubbing my wounds with salt...
different people have different level of acceptances to different jokes...
just because i kept quiet doesnt mean i don't mind
just because i don't punch you right in the face doesn't mean i don't hate what you are doing
i still respect you as my friend and wish to have the same respect from you
if you still consider me as a friend, be my company or leave me alone
don't force me into situation that i used up all my patience
punch you hard right in the face and ending our friendships
