- 1:25 AM -
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走火入魔

對不起 剛才我 是不是聽錯
還是我 想太多 想到了昏頭
天氣 不錯 開了窗 吹走臉紅
進一步 退一步 都害怕打破
更不想 在原地 永遠作朋友
給你 線索 也給我 勇敢藉口

下定决心 沉默
就让沉默 为我们追究
你和我 這一刻 無聲的
耳語交流 卻突然震耳欲聾

一字一句一瞬間 走了火
一天一點一轉眼 入了魔
忘了我從什麼時候
忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
一步一步 走火入魔

一直猜 一直想 一直的揣摩
一直到 你變成 甜蜜的心痛
如果 可以 把如果 變成結果

下定決心 執著
就讓執著 為我們突破
我和你 的小說 這時候
出現煙火 讓心间充滿感動

一字一句一瞬間 走了火
一天一點一轉眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受
感受到有種突然的衝動
放肆一次 走火入魔
和我

- 12:24 AM -
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I declare this blog post opened...

Been some long time since i've blogged anything..
dunno what to blog anyway

been busy lately
guess most of you already know what is going on
good things bad things are all happening...

School starting this coming monday...
final year project is starting soon also...
2 more semester to go...
in 1 year's time it's gonna be my own convocation...
wonder how it will be...
but i guess by then when i graduate, i don't have the fresh graduate feeling already...
already been working for 3 year le...
by the time i graduate, it'll be 4th year...

i suppose by then, it's time to take flight and really move on with my career le...
with 4 yrs of working experience...
I guess it's time to expliot what i've learnt through the years...

anyway things hasn't been going well in my company...
politics? grudges? or whatever shit...
i didn't do anything...
and yet i'm being pulled into this shit...
and to make things worse...i can't do anything...
front and back of my hands is still my hand...
some of you should know the stuck up situation i've been in...

but whatever want to come, just come ba...
i've learnt to take things...
faced up with them...
and deal with them...

gonna be busier and busier...

see when then got chance to blog up more things ba...

I declare this blog post closed...

- 12:19 AM -
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hmm...
~_-?

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
(well...only the special one will get to know the hidden me i guess...though i'm still pretty much being myself to everyone close to me...)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(am i romantic enough?... guess not right?...)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(true...relating to the next question on how serious i choose someone...who i choose is who i pretty sure of...)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(pretty wrong wrong wrong...this is definitely so not me...and i'm rather serious in a relationship...considering how long and how much i actually considered...)

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(should go for Masters after my Honours?...)

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
(being a degree holder selling chicken rice, owning and driving a ferrari?...)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(wings growing stronger to take off for my flight...)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(glad i'm being accepted for who i am...)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(my heart and my head used to be fighting...glad they are rather synchronised now...)

- 1:22 AM -
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微笑的起点

作曲：范玮琪 作词：王雅君 制作人：范玮琪

(范玮琪)我们用微笑 代替眼泪用 爱画出另一个起点
用温暖的双臂 做你堡垒 让黑夜 不漆黑

(郭静)我们用汗水 盖新花园 看孩子依旧天真无邪
(张韶涵)那美丽的新叶 长出花蕊 才体会 世界多美

(范玮琪)点蜡烛 许个愿 爱从今天起飞
(郭静)说好要敞开心去面对
(张韶涵)把过去的回忆 留给昨天 今天起 要梦更甜

(郭静)小宝贝 不气馁 我们围一个圈
(范玮琪)故事还没有走到终点
(张韶涵)在有爱的世界 不孤单疲倦
一辈子 不离开你的身边

(范玮琪)我们用微笑 代替眼泪
(张韶涵和音)用爱画出另一个起点
用温暖的双臂做你堡垒 让黑夜 不漆黑

(郭静)我们用汗水 盖新花园 看孩子依旧天真无邪
(张韶涵)那美丽的新叶 长出花蕊 才体会 世界多美

(范玮琪)点蜡烛 许个愿 爱从今天起飞
(郭静)说好要敞开心去面对
(张韶涵)把过去的回忆 留给昨天 今天起 要梦更甜

(郭静)小宝贝 不气馁 我们围一个圈
(范玮琪)故事还没有走到终点
(张韶涵)在有爱的世界 不孤单疲倦
一辈子 不离开你的身边

(范玮琪)点蜡烛
(郭静)许个愿
(张韶涵)爱从今天起飞
(郭静)说好要敞开心去面对
(张韶涵和音)敞开心去面对
(张韶涵)把过去的回忆 留给昨天
今天起 要梦更甜

(范玮琪+张韶涵+郭静)
小宝贝 不气馁 我们围一个圈
故事还没有走到终点
在有爱的世界 不孤单疲倦

一辈子
不离开你的身边

睁开眼
一定有美好世界

- 11:51 AM -
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- 7:36 PM -
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many things to say
many words to spell
but I shall wait...

few days only is such a challenge
but good things are always worth the wait isn't it?

missing is still such a horrible feeling

- 11:47 PM -
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Something doesn't feel right...

horrible feeling...

- 9:15 PM -
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well...as time passes...we do grow up...
and i suppose growing up is all about learning, coping and changing with the changes

what used to be in the before might not be in the after
all of us have been through forever increasing experiences of life

learning to look at more perspective of life
learning to deal with the same thing differently
learning to set and change our goals
learning to plan out and change our plans to cope with changes
learning to make decisions on our own feelings, instinct, thinking
learning to face up with problems along the way and not hiding
learning to learn more that we never knew
learning to continue learning forever...

this made us different from robots, computers, animals and...aliens?

learning how deep and how shallow i've seen things...
guess i still got a long way to go in seeing more...
(need to change specs to cope with my shortsightness first...haha...)

- 1:52 PM -
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Well...
These days, insomnia has been the results of troubled mind...
it's yet another late sleeping night...

Well...on the happy end...
I've manage to get my first actual credit cards...
Citibank Dividend and Citibank Platinum Clear card...

Right after i got out of the Citibank branch...
was approached by a girl to do survey...
well...since she hasn't arrived yet...
so i spent some time answering to her survey...
summing up the survey with her giving me an envelope as a token of appreciation...
but never did i expect to see a $5 note inside wor...
was expecting a discount coupon or shopping voucher de...

well...then after i had swiped my card...
NBA Chicago Bulls Jersey...my first bball NBA team jersey...
dinner was nice...but abit...too filling...haha...pizza and pasta...
Enjoyed the simple night...

- 3:40 AM -
:: I made my mark ::